The Way I Love You
Loving someone is one of the greatest gifts. Once that gift is taken away, it feels like that's all you lived for, like there's nothing left for you to do. Love is one of the most powerful things, it can make you sad, happy, mad, alive, amazing, depressed, worthless, untouchable. It is two hearts and two souls becoming one. <3
Lately things have been hitting me hard. I miss him and who he used to be. The guy that loved me no matter what we were fighting about. I miss the phone calls and texts that would make me smile. I miss missing him. As hard as it was, I miss the distance between us. Being a marine Fiance was something I was proud of and loved it. Just being his, I loved. Its been so long and I still cant shake this. I just want to go back to before he joined and when we were happy, when I got to sleep next to him every night. I just miss him <3
